February 2012
22 posts
I just spent three hours suppressing my opinion and being elitist in my head.
Then I had a mild existential crisis (that could be completely false; I’m not 100% sure about the meaning of the word existential) and stared angrily at a statue of a buddha for a solid ten minutes.
Then I had a hamburger and a milkshake and somehow I didn’t care so much about the other things. But...
Thoughts of the day 2/25/2012
1. I always make friends with people I really like, obviously. People I think are good, and fascinating, and special. And the result of this is that I usually end up fearing that I’m not as special to them as they are to me. Because all of my friends, when I think about it, hold some kind of special place in my heart and I cherish them, and what if to them I’m just another person to...
Tonight I waited online outside of a liquor store (because they only allow a few people in at a time) in my sweats while everyone around me was dressed for a night out; I then had to show them my ID in order to get in.
I bought a Magnum ice cream bar, and I was 20 cents short.
It’s nice to know that old Idan is still buried in there somewhere, even after making new friends with completely...
I love my friends.
There’s not a lot I wouldn’t do for them.
More to follow.
“Why are you sad?”
“Because you speak to me in words, and I look at you with...”
– Anna Karina, Pierrot Le Fou (via vanityem) anna karina anna karina anna karina (via navvire)
My entire ceramics project that I’ve been working on just crumbled in my hands, and I’m going to cry.
Constant as the northern star.: It’s hard for me... →
casesofyou:
It’s hard for me to write when I’m happy. I mentioned this earlier this week on a post that belonged in a personal diary and not on a blog, but it’s true. When I’m sad, I’ll do anything to drain myself of sadness. I drink gallons of tea in hope of washing it away. I listen to hours of Sufjan…
Yup.
1 tag
You know you go to rich people school when more of...
Yup.
“A man who remains consistent his whole life must be an idiot. A growing person...”
– Osho (via nirvikalpa)
January 2012
16 posts
2 tags
So, I've noticed a few people followed me lately...
Or who go to my school and I could run into.
The only thing is, could you please tell me who you are? Because I post pictures and shit like that but also every once in a while I go off on a really personal rant and I don’t like to delete them because they’re samples of my writing and all that but I would feel really uncomfortable if people I know (or didn’t know but could run...
In all honesty, I need a therapist. or someone who’s really good with advice. Not on an ongoing basis or anything, but just to solve a couple of issues I can’t seem to get ahold of.
“And that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think...”
– Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner (via root-words)
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Last night I went to juggling club, (I can almost successfully juggle two balls of socks, and am determined to be able to juggle three well by the summer) and today I was indoctrinated as a nerdfighter by going to a John Green book signing. I got a personalized signed copy of TFioS, and for some reason it came with two book covers, so I also got one for one of my best friends, who is a huge John...
“I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly and then all at once.”
– The Fault in Our Stars (via h0rchata)
People say I watch too much TV, and, to be honest, I wholeheartedly agree with them. I devour TV shows with unprecedented speed, and in fact I recently made a list of all the TV shows still currently running that I’m caught up on and of which I’m waiting for new episodes. That list consists of twenty-two titles, and doesn’t even include the shows that are no longer running, or...
I did this eighteen and a half weeks ago.
I drove to the airport and sat in the backseat and held on tight. So tight I thought I would never be able to let go. I said goodbye, I cried more than I should have, and I drove back home, this time in the front seat with the sting of my mother’s pitying gaze on the side of my face. I cried more. And then I counted. I started with seventeen, which was the number of weeks I had to wait, and...
December 2011
27 posts
Also, the reason I did that was because this morning when I went to take a shower I couldn’t find my hairbrush so I looked for it for about half an hour and then gave up and showered without it after turning my house upside down and now I was just on a resurge of hairbrush-finding energy so I looked out the window and saw…
..my mom’s hairbrush that she lost a few days ago in the...
I just climbed up the fire escape into my...
so,
I can cross that off of my bucket list.
me: im so lonely jesus fucking christ i wanna go out with friends i wanna do something i can't sit here anymore
friends: hey wanna hang out
me: sorry i cant
“Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I’ve...”
– Robert Frost “Fire and Ice” (via footballlhead)
Rory Gilmore Reading Challenge →
speegz:
down
i’m so down
winter break helloooOoOoo
oh my god yes, I’ve been looking for a list like this for ages
My best friend’s name is Jessie, and sometimes, especially lately, I feel like I’m friends with a celebrity. I’m not just talking about the people who follow her on Tumblr or Flickr, but in real life too people are just drawn to her and it’s simultaneously wildly inspiring and slightly discouraging, and I can admit that.
The thing is that when I met Jess, we were in the...
